5dp3dt: Officially going insane

June 26, 2010 at 11:17 am 4 comments

It’s the dog days of summer.

I’m trying to write a paper analyzing Shakespeare’s view of humanity and getting nowhere. I feel like I could throw up at any second. Not in a “I-might-be-pregnant” kind of way, but more in a “my-stomach-is-clenched-up-tight-from-stress” kind of way.

No HCG boosters to worry about this time, so I’m in a “to pee or not to pee” kind of limbo as well. I’m thinking Wednesday or Thursday if I do it at all.

I had a dream last night that I was having a baby – literally – in labor – and I kept getting turned away by the hospitals because they didn’t believe me. “You can’t have babies!” they would say. SH had to drive me all over the state begging someone to help me until the alarm finally went off.

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1. Adele | June 26, 2010 at 1:27 pm

Ay, ay, ay:) I think I’d have a very hard time concentrating on Shakespeare’s view of humanity right now. And while I always love stories about people who “throw themselves into their work” during anxious or difficult times, I don’t really buy them.

I’m thinking such good thoughts (and I am hoping the crazy dreams stay at bay…though, they never seem to do that for me)!
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2. lis | June 27, 2010 at 8:21 am

ugh, im right there with you, sister. i am 4dp4dt and i couldn’t even focus on a cartoon about shakespeare right now, seriously.
i am hoping hard that this works for you!
xoxo
lis
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3. t0r | June 27, 2010 at 1:28 pm

hope you get your work done!! when’s the earlier you can test????
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4. Pundelina | June 28, 2010 at 9:04 am

I’d be exactly the same. Am thinking of you and hoping this embryo sticks for you.
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